Holy fuck I'm burning CD's with the phone call. Maybe we'll sell some. Then we can
buy food and beer for victor.

The interview with the Sunday Times comes out this week. I hope it sells
tickets. That would be neat-o keenballs.

The dry run at sacred fools was good. The person who owns the projector,
however, was under the impression that a usb cable would work with the
thing, so I made victor run and get the correct cable. That ate in to my
time to work with the fucking thing so there were some technical
glitches which didn't help things 'tall. The show was a bit long, but
the peoples seemed to enjoy it. At least they said they did. We got some
good comments, though we know most of what the problem is. That would
be: there are repeated beats. You can cut anything, really and no one
will miss anything, but there's nothing that is boring; it's all
interesting, but it can go on a bit long. There is a lull. We need to
get rid of the lull. I have no idea how the show is. I just want to get
over there and do it.

The theater was so hot and people were fanning themselves and that's
always not good to see. "they want to leave. They hate us. This is
stupid. What were we thinking?!?!"

It's that actor insecurity thing that is, perhaps, my most admirable
quality.

Not.

Worked on it with victor yesterday and made some cuts as we were going
through the thing.

Folks also said that it's nice when I step out and fill everyone in on
what's going on. Provenz' disagrees a bit and I'm not sure, but it does
seem that's a great way to compress time and also "charm" people a bit.
Or something.

I'm cranky and stressed. I am going to miss jessie like there's no
tomorrow. Man. It's just bumming me out how long I'll be away from her.
This will be the longest we've been apart since we met. It's like
ripping a part of me.

I bought drugs for the flight. I want to hear "The captain has turned
off the... Welcome to London."

I'm bringing a box of power bars and a box of balance bars. I should buy
some smut or something. I got us an iPod which I'll be taking,
thankyouverymuch.

LOD's computer is too small. I guess I'll learn to deal with it. 6 more
cd's and that will be 80 or something. That's 3 cd's a show or
something.

Man, I can't believe we're going. It doesn't seem real. Not one bit.


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